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1.
Orchid Grove 02:13
I feel like the first of my kind/ Like I’m trapped in a rhyme, like a poem/ Get a nickel if I asked for a dime/ If I’m past my prime I don’t know it/ Plus you’ll never know me like Hayworth does/ Or them crime scene detective wearing their white gloves/ It’s all love, but can you please back the fuck off?/ I’m shedding my skin, I don’t want it all to come off/ Six feet deep in the Orchid Grove/ Six feet deep in the Orchid Grove/ Shaking out of what I once was/ With a little tiny piece stashed under the rug/ I want forever in a moment, and grays in my hair/ And feelings so deep that they decay the care/ And it’s like that, don’t wanna fight back/ Gritting teeth, slugging down a nightcap/ Fuck around and write back, timing is a bitch/ Scrolling through the site map, trying to make it click…/ Six feet deep in the Orchid Grove/ Six feet deep in the Orchid Grove/ Six feet deep in the Orchid Grove/ Six feet deep in the Orchid Grove/ And all along I wanna be put to sleep by a/ And all along I wanna be put to sleep by a/
2.
King Coma 04:48
Do you have a way out? I’ve been searching for one forever/ It’s a pretty day out? Well shit, I’ve seen better/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ Do you have a new head? This one’s getting mighty old/ Am I making any sense or just banging at bones?/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ Who want what with the sickly god?/ Fickle and odd, a little bit of prick when he prods/ Stick em up if you can’t get him to flock/ To any wolf in sheep’s clothing roaming free in the lot/ Slip back, pack another bowl up/ Click, clack, give me what you owe bruh/ King Cobra in the back of the motorcade/ Bitches Brew, Side Four, Track Two, the holy place/ And yeah I only let certain people in here/ The miscreant in me like “Ain’t nobody ever been here”/ Analogue sadness in these digital days/ I dare you to continue to stay away/ Singing hallelujah on my lonesome/ Ten toes to the sky, laying in the doldrums/ Gotta problem I’ll solve it, any night stand solvent/ I’ve been working towards rest, I want all of it/ Screaming from a pulpit/ Yet incommunicado/ I’ve got a ribbon of lilting z’s to follow/ That’s why I rock the pallid mask/ Hunting angels since we’re born, never made it out of class/ Try to fake it so I’ll last, as a testament that/ We all believe that what we’re fleeing is the reason we’re cracked/ Hot yolk on the sidewalk/ Stretch face, side talk, page took, rhyme bought/ Climate took the painstaking time slot/ He ebbs and he flows when he knows it’s a psy-op/ Believes in the peak, and his reach is repugnant/ Breathing in deep and releasing the substance/ Eagerly speaks with his cheek and his tongue bit/ Breaching to sleep where he can dream up something/ There’s blood on the floor, blood on the steps/ Blood on my hands, Calliope I’m a mess/ Somebody probably wants me dead/ And every time I hear a siren I think someone’s planning ahead/ Oh such hands, to hold and shake/ Ring kisses in the fold, so we know our fate/ Sing sitting on a stone with a subtle grace/ That makes hangmen out of hangers and lace/ And take, take what you will but the will still bends/ The frills and all your friends, and the lamentations/ Take everything I see with my varicose lens/ And pray to Som that I will find 40 winks, even with the bends/ Who the fuck is on the mend?/ Oh bearer of an awful end/ Disappear to the den/ Mariposa’s where I lay my head…/ What the fuck is on the mend?/ Oh bearer of an awful end/ Disappear to the den/ Mariposa’s where I lay my head…/ The incense outside of my crib smelled unusual/ A beckoning of either, a wedding or a funeral/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ When Shadow Figures find you, there’s no telling what they’ll do to you/ Eyes peeled open, like they’re bergamot and yuzu/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ I think it’s time to saw some logs/ Belly up, levitating, anchors plunged/ Hanging from high, so they know that I’m the favorite one/ This age is done, the plague has won, I’m sane enough/ To brick the fuck out and be aimless dun/ Watch the master unfold/ And disappear into a glaringly elaborate hoax/ I’ll take a million z’s and fill my cup up with soma/ Sit on my throne as King Coma/
3.
Mount Zion 03:00
There’s shrapnel in my heart, there’s weed on the dresser/ There’s a cracked door to alleviate the pressure/ Knock, knock, who is there? Who really cares?/ It’s the same cat, long stare, polished lens, all glare/ Fair game, on some handshake preamble/ Fingers and palms wrapped up in brambles/ ‘Who is who?’, fandom and Stan’s galore/ I stare back as a last resort/ Whiskey and water and the sins of the father/ Grin of a martyr, every sip of the lager/ Hypothesize the horror in a menial place/ I don’t like change/ Nothing stays the same/ In and out of lanes/ Who is there to blame?/ “They don’t make them, like they used to”/ Says the one who used to make them/ We want god, we throw our hands up/ All we can do is ask/ What did I do to deserve this?/ Dogs breakfast…/ There’s a symbol and a sign, there’s a presence/ There’s a thimble on a line, no guessing/ To where it’s going, probably sewing up a lesson/ Upon the face of a broken adolescent/ You could really trace heavens in her eyes/ I drew sevens, and I trembled in my mind/ Tried to split em, couldn’t get ‘em where I liked/ So now I’m splitting the decision with a knife/ Go tell it on the mountain top, or mountain side/ The mouths been dry, since I don’t know 95/ Or 9-6, 9-7, 9-8 maybe/ I don’t trust you baby, but it’s lust we’re craving/ On god, who is really what they wanna be?/ Ever seen your own picture and acted accordingly?/ Breaking every fucking mirror that you own/ Cause all we’ll ever be is alone/ “They don’t make them, like they used to”/ Says the one who used to make them/ We want god, we throw our hands up/ All we can do is ask/ What did I do to deserve this?/ Dogs breakfast…/
4.
Gideon 03:35
Fold me in, contrition for my saccharine/ I’ve been on the loose again, I’ve been back to average/ I’ve been pure as honey, no intentions lead to avarice/ Stole pennies from the well, though I never had a wish/ Back to the cattle prod, Saddle Ranch and Battlefront/ Legalize it stickers still adorned every coffee cup/ The room was overheated we were spinning off our rockers/ The second that a stiff board turned to a maraca/ The minute after topping off the soda mixed with vodka/ The hour reeks dour every time that I plead sour/ Freshly packed ash, I lay down and spread/ Stained with blood, the streets are filled with the sacred dead/ Pray in layman’s lex, next move enemy/ Punching every clock, to try to make one a friend to me/ If I’m lying, you can sentence me/ A still life painting, or the end of me?/ I’m here to hang so fucking low/ that I might as well just be the ground…/ I’m in a real bad way mom/ I’m in a real bad way doc/ There’s a fading to the twinkle in my eye goddamnit/ There’s a song up on the radio, but me I can’t stand it/ I’m in a real bad way mom/ I’m in a real bad way doc/ Colder than November, where the fuck I’m at/ Colder than December in the place to be/ Colder than November, where the fuck you at/ Colder than December in the place to be/ I kinda wanna hang from the highest of these trestles/ Part of me wants to reach and part of me wants to settle/ Speaking in tongues while staring at a tea kettle/ Hot water be gentle, hot water be gentle/ I’ve been faking my smiles for 17 years/ Clicking my thumbs, and sipping my beers/ Filling my head with make believe fears/ Who really cares? Who really cares?/ And I want to pull souls out of bodies for a living right?/ Call the cops or you can call me an agent of Christ/ Don’t wander off where the eyes can’t find light/ Never been a feast, like the feast of the worms tonight/ Reach for lucid, settle for trife/ Bend to no knees, accept no spite/ Hang low and accept those nights/ Where you learn to find your place as a low light/ I’m here to aim so fucking low/ That my arrow is a foot in mouth/ I’m in a real bad way mom/ I’m in a real bad way doc/
5.
There’s a quiet in my head that I’ve been scratching at forever/ A quiet in my head that I’ve been scratching at forever/ There’s a quiet in my head that I’ve been scratching at forever/ There’s a quiet in my head/ I’m a wax Valentino at my best/ So Hollywood should know me when I’m dead/ And if I scream into the void anymore I’ll become it/ Learn the lesson of the fall or to weep in the plummet?/ I see you when you’re coming and I need to confront it/ But my speech has been flummoxed since I reached that summit/ Used to bleed from my stomach when I’d eat, I’d be punished/ In a weeks worth of summers I would reek of a bummer, yeah/ And I’m a late bloomer too/ These two kicks in October got a June hue/ Prove it, shouted over cops at high noon/ A paper boat of anger as flotsam ensues/ Put up your dukes oh enemy of mine/ I’ll rage against the light until I’m old enough to die/ Or know that I’m alive, to hold it, I know it’s/ A long ways away until I’m reaping what I’m sewing/ There’s a quiet in my head/ That I’ve been scratching at forever/ There’s a quiet in my head/ Oh Angel Face, long have my eyes been so fixed on you/ If only in the Year of the Tooth/ …what’s this I’ve been gifted?/ The blood of the lamb or a triptych/ That screams “I’mma miss this”?/ Three panels hanging from a bit lip/ One too many saying I can’t fix this/ And if I truly met an Angel then I surely won’t forget it/ Hitting every box on my wishlist/ Wish shit was different/ But wishes and wants are addicting/ And I’m trying to stop feeling like I’m missing/ Out on a limb with the hangman’s red on my neck/ Bouncing checks my ass can’t cash/ I’ve been thinking of what could be, I could be last/ Or I could be taken to task, for what imma ask/ It’s all truancy, you and me were never in class/ So who the fuck is gonna toast the flask?/ It’s like that/ Oh Angel Face, long have my eyes been so fixed on you?/ If only in the Year of the Tooth/ One day that I framed, in a painting that hangs/ Above the shelf that my mother reclaimed/ Sinking deeper into memory as heaven replays/ Throughout my brain, like a film with which I’ll always be plagued/ Sanctimonious ways I turn you into what I want/ Growing older, sadder, and horribly gaunt/ A shadow of a doubt, in a whole other haunt/ The last place you’d think to look, a light bulb turns on/ And acts as the ball on a Disney sing-a-long/ Bouncing on top the words of every single fucking song/ That I played along the path, was the math reviewed?/ For all our howling at passive moons/ Should I be mad at you, should I be mad at the source?/ Should I be laughing at the way that I collapse on the floor?/ Should I be grandfathered in to the saddest of lore?/ If I could I fucking would/ Oh Angel Face, long have my eyes been so fixed on you/ If only in the Year of the Tooth/ There’s a quiet in my head/ That I’ve been scratching at forever/ There’s a thousand fucking attics/ In our climbs up to heaven/ There’s a crown and a throne/ Ain’t in pleasant?/ King Coma is present/ King Coma is present/
6.
Burroughs 03:40
South Bay, on a Sunday/ With my head splayed, wide open/ When I go dark, I won’t take you with me/ When I go dark, I won’t take you with me/ Been a dead bulb always/ With a little bit of flicker in my off days/ When I go light, I won’t need you with me/ When I go light, I won’t need you with me/ The Sanhedrin, standing in a line/ They had Jesus, for witchcraft and crimes/ Ask Pontius for his reason to the rhyme/ Seething with unease when he speaks of Eden Prime/ He’s leaving, couldn’t he be decent in time?/ To at least leech freedom out of bleeding out his eyes/ Screaming, trying to believe in what he’s supposed to/ Another near disaster coming close to/ A person who could knock the needle off it’s track/ Setbacks in what we think we’re supposed to have/ I’ll hang a million dollar bill over every fucking flame/ Knowing that it isn’t mine, knowing that it came from pain/ We hold ourselves to blame when the tide comes in/ Not knowing that the time is thin/ Every lie I’m in, that shit is substantial/ Reap, sow, reap, sow, you could have a handful/ I wish for better days, through the malaise and all the hassle/ Get me off my face, from the carpet or the gravel/ Stay straight laced with the lady and the apple/ William Tell, bad aim, worse example/ Falling yet again, the sidewalk relents/ A squeezed Valencia, paints the cement/ The Fisher King, dipping hearts in porcelain mugs/ The jig is up, spit it out and give it up/ Pin a crux to my vest like it’s Sunday best/ And appeal to the judge so my trial ends/ Post haste, a ghost waits for no man/ A dalliance with the devil in a cloaked dance/ Low stakes from Slauson down to Rosecrans/ Eat crow when I know it’s time to go man/ Automatic lights bleached my hair like the sun/ Drained of my tungsten, seemingly for fun/ Sometimes my eyes are wider than my appetite/ A glutton of the flesh playing chicken with the afterlife/ An understated mess giving bad advice/ Like, there ain’t no sin, there ain’t no virtue/ We only find both, depending on world view/ Everything’s objective, until it happens to you/ Your own fucking blood, tries to sully your name/ Holding out his palm like “This is the Conspirator Chain”/ And then you’re filled to the brim, like you hate what you know/ Like you wish that you were ignorant, you wish you were home/ And you wish that your wishes were stitched into bone/ So no one ever leaves, no one ever needs stones/ To signify who they were when they were/
7.
Sabath 06:54
My spirit will be absolved/ In dim and littered halls/ With angel palms reaching for me/ Breaching through the walls/ My spirit will be absolved/ In dim and littered halls/ With angel palms reaching for me/ Breaching through the walls/ My spirit will be absolved/ In dim and littered halls/ With angel palms reaching for me/ Breaching through the walls/ When you die, they’ll hold you over/ Anyone whose been alive/ When I die, they’ll shrug their shoulders/ Stab the Earth and wave goodbye/ Who’d be willing to dig me up?/ Hold cold weight/ With any luck/ “Die for longer, bastard son/ Die for longer, little one”/ And I will wait/ For Heaven in the form of a clean slate/ And I must wake/ But I would rather shiver and shake/ Am I the same/ After shaking hands with the fates?/ Are you okay?/ I’d hate to see you in that state/ Pearly Gates are her teeth/ Accept me/ Pearly Gates are her teeth/ Condemn me/

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